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Heartstring

by Athenae Aliferis

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1.
Carousel 03:17
I want this city to chase me down when I'm lonely Left me blushing on the sidewalk cause I thought I was the only one who knew You were a carousel but that was just a call for help Oh what you would do to stop the world Oh it'll be a second or two If you are a road chase me down until I'm sleeping Magnetic attempts to distract me from my needs It's never been so clear to me when stars are things that we can't see My constellation to your stars we'll never let this go too far Foolish is just a state of mind to contend with Said even still yours and mine will lead to happy endings But still I took an instance to make sure you saw the world Counted every time that it spun and you still wanted something more Well I can't see how I can be more obvious I want to be the things you miss, keep secrets safe just like this Secret phrases grab me while I'm thinking but it's only you I'm dreaming of That, and all the angels up above I want this city to chase me down when I'm lonely Left me blushing on the sidewalk cause I thought I was the only one who knew.
2.
Heartstring 02:03
Baby keep my heart onto the string It's not that I am lonely I guess I just see differently Cause I still think back on the memories we had just one flicker and flicker and out So could you say something kind? Well you should say it how you want Just say it how your heart wants you to Don't know if you've seen all the sights I've never had a thing like that, but you're just blind sometimes you know that Oh what would I really give, just say that you still care or that you have something to give And that you think I'm coming undone from things that I can't say They will be the death of me while you're struggling to sleep.
3.
Last Time 03:10
I lie awake to find you and all your friends just getting high It takes a minute to comprehend, the thoughts are giving me the sends I missed it when the hour came to, always daydreaming of you Ah but yeah that's what you get I sometimes wonder if you wake happier if by mistake You might be better sleeping lonely better than with me But who am I to say you might very well be on your way It's always been that way When I wake in the morning I'm afraid to see your face Cause when I get to see you it might be the last time Someday you'll repeat thoughts have been keeping me for weeks I could keep it in my mind oh but what's another lie But you and I will still collide, sharing both our separate ties I'll love you when we say goodbye When I wake in the morning I'm afraid to see your face Cause when I get to see you it might be the last time
4.
Turn 02:55
Don't turn your back on me this time as if it's fine, oh it's fine Don't turn your back on me You don't even try to fight, you just let it slide I never thought you were that kind of guy Sometimes you wanted me to stay, but yet I couldn't have it that way Don't turn your back on me this time, watching your eyes, what's on your mind? Don't your back or I'll probably die Don't turn your back and say you're fine you never were the type to lie to me, oh don't you lie But I could see you here were you half the man you were? Saw you start to crash inside your head sometime last night Well you weren't my type, but you were my kind of guy And that's why I'm not alright, but I'll be just fine Fraying at the seems as I try to breathe Keep my head up underwater I'm drowning I'm drowning in you Try to keep my head, waves are crashing, guess I'm drowning in you Keep my head up underwater I'm drowning I'm drowning in you Try to keep my head, waves are crashing, and I think the ocean's coming for me now.
5.
Hazy 02:10
I lay here on my bed oh I wish that it was august Just another month ahead for you and I to change this Lay here in my dream just sweet nothings and pretty things I know that we had that and I remember I bought six feet of rope but it won't bring us shelter You and I've been changing oh I wish it was the better Close my eyes and bite my tongue and listen to a record A talk with you could leave me wanting more than better weather... But when i don't think at all well I see your smile And if I don't count the time well I'm with you every night You and I the local shows, the lazy weekends a-la-mode The friends and bars and coffee shops, the things that make me feel so soft Drunk and high and laugh til late, you take me to your best friend's place Stay in your bed and see your eyes, I knew that love cause it knew mine Christmas lights and your best clothes, some family that nobody knows You always had me going crazy, yeah that is love it has me hazy Bedroom talks you let me know the places that you dreamed to go You called me once under the covers, the one that just might last forever So hey I might have hit a spot, no need to talk I think I've got it down You're still the best man around. <3
6.
Haven 04:07
Breathe it in and don't let go Forget the things that you don't know Let it go, let it grow I sow the seeds that I have found My mind is barren frozen ground But oh for now I think about it as a flame I'm letting heartache take the reigns I'm scared to see but there's an ease He will call you and he will be there tomorrow Yeah he will love you and he will see you through the night I'm painting clouds unto the seas Wishes on bended knees Maybe it'll be alright Take it up it takes me down Lift my head but I'm not strong And I won't pretend It's more than what you'll never know But that's what kept me in your arms so long He will call you and he will be there tomorrow Yeah he will love you and he will see you through the night All and everything, mother earth's scary things I will be safe and I will find this haven.

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released April 8, 2020

All song are written by me (Athenae)
Album art is also by me (Athenae!)

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Got a punk rock sense of self, but mostly I’m a nervous wreck

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